yest went to celebrate jy's 21st b'day....durian party!!! very long never eat durians already!!
had loads of durians, 3kg of mangosteens (dunno how to spell), a whole dish of cocktail, of course cannot miss out the cake...cookies made by darren...
oh darren, heard so much bout him from jy...tot he's fat (photos can be misleading) but he's far from that! he's skinny!
oh and he's so attentive!! jy how can u not like him? wonder how is it that as a "man hater" you attract all the good guys....hahaha....
anyway, it was fun la...chit chatted at the garden, ate non stop...jus wat i need to get away from all that books...
tried to take some photos but that stupid PDA sucks when it comes to taking night photos...sigh...
well now that i've got my camera back it's more photos galore!!
hmmm...tmr going to go school study then gotta buy present then go for david tao's concert...
sigh....going to be another long day...
Havoc?!? hardly....
it wasn't until last night till i realised what it's like to be really home alone...i spent the whole of yest (which is a sat) in front of the com, the tv, and a teeny weeny bit of HRM...
bro was out by noon and he didn't come home till like 3am?
so i was home alone...for real...for that many hours...it was all fine in the day...doing my own stuff...but when it came to the night...it wasn't all that fantastic...
luckily i had dinner with ellen and beau downstairs or else i think i would have settled for some trash at home...say cereal? packet noodles?
then there wasn't any good shows on tv...not many people are online to chat with...
i have an x box at home but i didn't touch it one bit...guess i'm not too into games...
the worse bit came when i decided to turn in at bout 2am...had to off all the lights, go to bed with the house empty except the company of the creepy crawly creatures...i guess, i'm too used to having people at home...it used to be 5 of us...then floyd had to be stationed in china...now parents are away on a holiday...neal is usually home by night...so at least when i sleep, the house is not empty...oh well...it's just one night...think there'll be many such nights to come...should get used to it...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~this morn, woke up at bout 11 plus....jus in time to see bro walk into the house with breakfast...ok brunch maybe...felt really nice...even when he reprimanded me for waking up later when i slept earlier than him... (^_^)subsequently, we cleaned the house...he vacuum and i mop...bad choice...the new mop is so stiff i nearly died...jus one room and i'm perspiring already!!!!!! i had to clean 3 rooms, 1 huge dining room and 1 living room and 1 kitchen!!!!!!oh well...good work out i guess...only been pigging, not working out the whole week...
been to school everyday...yest went down to Halo bar for a drink and some ktv.
first time sing outdoor instead of in a room. so paiseh!!!!
it's a sat...and i feel
time really flies!!!! its the weekend! parent's coming home on thurs!! a bit disappointed...hahaha...
not that i don't wnat them to come home but...well...it's been fun...hahaha...
but i've not been playing as much as i thought i would? i didn't go clubbing, or stay out all night...or brought any frens home....
i've been a relatively good gal i must say.... (^_^)
hmmm..
it's been 5 days since parent's left for china. and
i realise i'm constantly not home!!!!hhaha...when mum's not home, i can go anywhere i like and dun have to worry about having to report home to mum, worry about not going home for dinner, worry about mum worrying about me...
but...i have to do the laundry, cook for myself, do the housework...oh well...trade off i guess.and staying home with bro isn't that bad la...we help each other out alot...i buy stuff for him to eat,
he does the cleaning up of the house while i go play tennis on sunday....but i do wash the clothes...
i'm proud of us!!! *grinz*
played tennis for the 1st time today!!!!
fun! addictive! and scary!!
hahaha...cos i was afraid the ball is going to hit me...
but it was a great way to work out definitely =) i want to do it again
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went to watch s diary yest. it was fantastic!
not exceptionally original but unique plot nontheless.
definitely on my A list, alongside the choir boys and moulein rouge and a few others.
the lead actress was adorable, and the actor's are soooooooooo cute!
can't believe they are going to up the tix prices again...sigh...
shall try to catch the shows i wan to watch soon b4 they officially up it in may...
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have you ever lied to anyone?
i've told many many lies...not a very honest person...
and i must admit not all are white lies...
such a sinner... (@_@)
today i lied to a friend...felt so bad about it. though i wasn't the only one, still think it's uncalled for.
shall resolve to not do it so often. cso really, one thing leads to another...
we'll find ourselves, telling more and more lies to cover up for the previous one and sometimes it nvr ends!!!!!!!!!!! gosh
this is bad. i actually can't go to sleep after my fren told me they went ktv jus now.
felt really disappointed. so much so that i'm actually angry!?!?
why?
why am i so angry?
with who or what?
i think i'm angry at myself for not going back to school.
it's my fault that i chose not to go back to school.
but why am i so disappointed?
so much so that i'm angry!?
this is silly. this is ridiculous.
is it because of my own insecurities? what am i worried about?
sometimes i hate myself.
to mr....
do you really like me?!?!?
if you do
please stop interrogating me whether i'm in a relationship with some other guy.
instead spend more time thinking of how you can make me turn my attention to you!
don't wait for me to tell you what to do! just do it!!!
stop being a wuss!!!! i prefer a guy who's sure of himself....
thank you
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there...i've finally said it....gosh...can't believe this
home alone!!!
parent's left for china on wed...home alone!!!
well not exactly...2nd bro's at home too...
wonder what it'll really be like home alone for 2 weeks....
well, it's not all fun really...
constantly in school mugging for exams. no chance to party...
then gotta do laundry, clean the house, make sure i close the windows...alot of things la...sigh...
was talking to a bunch of frens i jus gotta know this year.
they were gossiping so much that it was actually scary...
what are fren's for? are fren's who gossip behind your back still frens?
are frens who condone your mistakes, frens?
sigh...i learn that one cannot make too many mistakes...
felt so drowsy the wjole day...
suppose to go temple today to pray but feeling too sick...
jus literally sleep and eat, and eat and sleep...
went down to fort canning cos i really dun wan to miss ballet under the stars...but only to find out that we have to buy tix!! hahaha....could have bought at the door la but already missed a good 1 hr already so forget it!
weather was freaking hot and humid....and it didn't help that there was sooooooooo many stairs at fort canning lor.... curse and swear....
finally settled down at the park and ate dinner...which was really pathetic cos there wasn't much food at carrefour...hahaha...and plus i got throat infection and jy's vegetarian....really nothing much to eat...munched on preserved mango's, horrible looking sushi and aloe vera juice...at the park with not much light...how romantic....hahaahah....
i hate sore throats!
i'd rather get gastric then to get sore throats! cos they hurt so much!
and is it coincidence or what?!?! just as when i get sore throats, i'm forced to eat everything that i'm suppose to avoid!! everything!
started on thurs. went for a swim at edmund's condo, dunno what to eat so they ordered pizza...
then fri, aunt treated dinner, ordered pizza, curry fish head, satay, duck, otah, sotong etc....then on sat, went for dinner with the gang at queensway, supposedly the stingray is good, so ordered chilli sotong, chilli stingray, chilli this chilli that....
this morn, go see the doc and he was like "hmm, you've got a pretty bad case of throat infection..."
eck....i feel so sick....this throat is killing me!!!!!
no thanks to my frens....sigh....
hmmm...seems like some time since i last left a note....
many things have happened this week...plenty...but dunno where to start...
right now...i'm suffering from sore throat and cant do much cos mum's in the room naggin me to go sleep...sigh...
shall try to update soon...
